Monday, July 20, 2009

Pressure bust pipes or make diamonds


-My face When the Cops had Threatened to Confiscate my cds

Thank you all for your support and help. I made it down to New Orleans. Currently I'm taking classes at Loyola University. I could not have made it with out you all support. And thank you so much for the donations! i'm working on the thank you cards as i type! So i know ya wanna hear the Full story. Right? of course well....

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Things for me just wasn't turning out as planned. I was going to have an album release party, but that morning the air condition went out. All bad news. The party was canceled And this was the day before I Left. Somehow i had to at least come up with 900 dollars by the next day for my summer program. I was panicking hard, but i couldn't let it get to my spirits. I packed my bag full of MME. College Tuition Cds and proceeded to the Delmar Loop. It was a Bright sunny day, my eyes were squinted majority of the time. This was my moment, my last opportunity, go hard or go home, and i haven't even batted yet. I went to the middle of the intersection with my "Will work for college Tuition" Card board sign. People looked at me perturbed, Teenagers laughed, but yet you could see the determination in my eyes, a block and half away. some cars even stopped to see what i was talking about, i managed to sell about 10 just standing between the yellow street lines. A few of my friends met me, came out supported and bought a cd. Appreciated it so much. I Met up with an Old Mentor of mine, he bought a cd for a hundred bucks. I was getting into a groove selling cd, and just walking and networking with people about MME. As the sky was getting darker, the police noticed me and the MME crew. The approached us and threaten to to take our cds and posters if we don't stop this instant. I dropped my poster with out looking at the cop. I couldn't. I wasn't afraid of the cop. I was afraid of my self. What could have came out of me from this situation. Here I am 600 bucks away from college, and im stopped short. I decided i had to stop that instant. cause if i start selling again, and a cop tuggs his hands on my "College Tuition". I'm not gonna have it, it was to much pressure inside of me. He would have said something and i would have been like "what the F**** u doing man!" Then this young black male would have end up getting clubbed in front of ben and jerrys. lol My future is resting upon this.And i wasn't about to let my self explode.I took a deep breath. closed my eyes and prayed for the best. As the night the ended i still kept a Positive mindset, even though we didn't have the money, we were still driving down the next morning. I dint acre i was going to get it somehow. i could sell ma cd on tha way. I can sell at orientation. I wasn't going to be stopped. I came to far. I am to strong . How can i can stop now cause Im finna put it on. I got the will Im on my way. And this is my life how dare do i play. I'm Un-breakable.

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